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[ Gale sighs, world-weary, and gestures for the pair to sit wherever they want for their incoming lecture. Making the executive decision to settle on a two-seater, Iorveth wraps one arm around Astarion's waist and holds him close by his side, the affection and need from before still vibrating thinly under his skin.

Politely, Gale clears his throat and launches into his pitch: "I wonder if either of you have heard of the warlord Dragomir the Red." A pause for dramatic effect, and when he doesn't get the reaction he'd been looking for (recognition of the name, mostly), he continues. "Well, suffice it to say that he was a rather nasty vampire, as vampires are wont to be." Quickly: "Excluding our own Astarion, of course."

Of course. "Anyway, without delving too deeply into the historical aspect of Dragomir's reign of terror, we can move swiftly on to his demise: a timely one, almost two centuries ago. After the heroes felled the man, they found, in his tomb, a rather interesting cloak－ one that allowed those forsaken by the sun to walk under it again."

The meat and potatoes. Iorveth sits up, more attentive now. ]

[ Astarion sits up alongside Iorveth, the two of them like identical meerkats standing up. ]

Oh, Gale. Very well done.

[ His tone is warm, genuine. Praise from him is rare—at least, if one's name isn't Iorveth—but in this case it's more than warranted. Gods, he could throw his arms around Gale and squeeze until his big, sad cow eyes pop out of their sockets.

His excitement is somewhat tempered, though, by the realization that just because such an item theoretically existed at one time doesn't mean that it still does. If it does still exist, that also doesn't mean that it's anywhere he can get his greedy little hands on it. Also, what if it's an ugly cloak? ]

Where might one find this cloak now?

[ Also the meat and potatoes, the question of "where is it now". Gale looks heartened by the genuine praise, though, and beams at his two oversized meerkats with his symbolic tail wagging furiously behind him.

"The cloak itself was found in Athkatla, down in Amn, but it's said to have traveled hands a few times since its discovery. I can certainly see if any of my colleagues know of its whereabouts－ the location of such a rare and precious artefact is sure to have been catalogued extensively by our community."

Wizard flex. For once, Iorveth doesn't feel the impulse to roll his eye, given that this is incredibly valuable information. The first step towards Astarion repairing his relationship with daylight.

Gale continues: "The magic imbued into the cloak itself is apparently powerful undead magic. If we were to look into how the enchantment works, we could potentially replicate it and apply it to other objects that are less cumbersome to carry! A bracelet, perhaps, or a ring..."

Now Gale's just getting ambitious. But, again, it's the good kind of ambitious (old habits, dying hard, etc.), and Iorveth lets Gale chatter on for a bit.

"Perhaps we could even update the enchantment! Seek ways to lessen its limitations..." ]

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[ For possibly the first time ever, Astarion hasn't tuned Gale out once during this lecture. He nods along as Gale talks, eyes wide and shiny with excitement. ]

Gale, you brilliant man, you.

[ He breaks out in a wide smile, expression brighter than it's been since... ever, maybe. Usually, he's careful to maintain a sort of nonchalant detachment around most others, accustomed to seeing the act of showing genuine emotion as a danger, but he can't help himself now. Happiness beams out of him. ]

It could be in Kara-Tur for all I care. Wherever it is, I'll go.

[ He speaks only for himself. If it's still anywhere near Amn, that's the exact opposite of the direction Iorveth is supposed to be going. ]

[ It's lovely to see Astarion so happy, and for good reason: this is probably the best piece of news he's heard post-Netherbrain, after he'd had to spend a day huddled between crates mourning his loss of the sun. Astarion hasn't had much to celebrate since leaving Baldur's Gate, and Iorveth wants this development for him, wants something that gives him hope for his future.

It does, however, throw a wrench into Iorveth's plans to go north. If the cloak is still in Amn, that is. The thought makes him go quiet for a moment, though he chooses not to vocalize that little snag in the back of his throat; instead, he rubs the small of Astarion's back and lets his lips quirk into a half-smile, as soft as he'll allow himself to be in Gale's presence. ]

A promising development.

[ Because it is. Gale puffs gleefully at the waterfall of compliments being showered on him, and snaps the floating books next to him shut with artful decisiveness.

"Well, that settles things! I'll make my way to the Academy tomorrow to consult with my colleagues on the matter. It shouldn't take a tenday to pinpoint the general area that the cloak may be, but that should be plenty of time for you two to enjoy the city and all that it has to offer!"

Preening. Gale might split in two from how hard he's smiling.

"You've nothing to fear, friends― the Wizard of Waterdeep is on the case!" ]

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[ Gale is so embarrassing, and Astarion would have found it worthy of mockery once. He still does, a little bit, but he finds it more endearing than anything else, which is a horrific discovery. He'd thought he was only growing soft toward Iorveth, but to grow soft toward Gale? Who's next, Halsin? The thought is too horrible to bear. ]

My hero, [ he drawls, sardonic, although there's an undercurrent of truth to it. No one else would be able to accomplish something like this for him. Only Gale and his annoyingly big brain.

Hand over his heart, he adds, ] We'll be sure to obey the Code Legal to the letter. Won't we, darling?

[ A soft mm, and Iorveth gets up from where he's sitting, a hand waving in the air. ]

Even if we don't, "The Wizard of Waterdeep" will post our bail.

[ Translation: "we're in your care, Gale". Prickly, but warm. Iorveth appreciates Gale's quickness and candor, his willingness to put everything aside for them immediately despite the fact that they haven't offered anything in return. A good man, despite his foibles― probably a great man, because of them. ]

...I may also need to take care of some personal business, while we wait for a verdict. [ A glance towards the window, considering. ] No doubt Gale will be able to keep you busy if I'm away.

[ Turning towards Astarion, petting through silver hair again. ]

[ Gale brightens at the idea of entertaining, a natural-born host who'd been forced into seclusion for far too long. "Oh! There's a new performance on at the opera house, and word on the street is that the new coloratura soprano is an exquisite talent. If you would be interested in joining me, Astarion—"

Astarion rudely ignores Gale's offer, instead turning to look up at Iorveth, brow furrowed. ]

What personal business?

[ Su business es mi business, essentially. ]

[ Iorveth doesn't want to say something to the extent of "making sure I remain informed of events if anything goes drastically wrong in the north while I'm away", because he feels that that would rain on Astarion's sunny parade. The perils of being horrifically in love with someone who should finally learn how to live his own life and find out what he wants from it, while also feeling deeply obligated to an entire group of pointy-eared people.

So. ] Elf politics. [ A soft huff, dry and amused. He cradles Astarion's face again, and leans over to press lips to his forehead. ] Far less interesting to you than a performance at an opera house, I expect.

[ "More of the usual", is what Iorveth means. He has no idea if there are any Aen Seidhe in the area that he can speak to, but there may be one or two in hiding.

Meanwhile, just as importantly: ]

After the last tenday, you deserve to indulge and unwind.

[ Elf politics is likely nondescriptive for the sake of not boring Astarion, who really doesn't care for elf politics, but it also feels a bit like being brushed off. He might not care about the politics of it, but he does care about Iorveth and the things on his mind. His brow stays furrowed for a moment longer, but he has no intention of arguing with Iorveth in front of Gale—embarrassing!—so he shakes it off soon after, shrugging. ]

I suppose you're right.

[ To Gale: ] I'll need a proper outfit, of course.

[ Gale, who's still a bit miffed over the incident with Iorveth's shirt, says, "Willing as I am to lend you my clothing, I do think perhaps we should discuss some ground rules for the treatment of it..." ]

[ Of course Astarion is going to need an outfit for every occasion. Iorveth softens somewhat, brushing his knuckles over Astarion's jaw one more time before pulling away, brushing by Gale to pluck the now-closed but still-floating book beside him. He doesn't doubt that Gale told them most of what they need to know (and most of what they'd be able to understand), but it pays to be informed. ]

We're in your debt, [ Iorveth says to the poor wizard, who looks a little surprised by that particular combination of words coming out of the prickly terrorist's mouth.

"Hm? Oh come now, Iorveth. After all we've been through together― and we have been through quite a lot―" Sensing a long speech about friendship, which Iorveth is thankful for but doesn't think he can sit through, he interrupts: ] If ever you encounter a rival that needs killing, say the word.

[ Gale, exasperated: "Iorveth!" ]

[ Astarion just shrugs. It's not Iorveth's fault that his love language is acts of service and all he knows how to do is kill. ]

And if you ever need someone to fix that mop you call hair, say the word.

[ Bullying. Gale's hair actually looks quite good, although Astarion will never admit it, lest Gale get a(n even) big(ger) head. It's important that Gale gets knocked down a peg every once in a while, and Astarion is happy to be of service.

Gale scoffs, offended, and opens his mouth to protest— ]

Thank you, truly.

[ —and is then rendered speechless by Astarion offering genuine gratitude. ]

You should get some rest, Gale. [ Innocently: ] I promise I won't go through your things while you're asleep.

[ Affectionate bullying from two elves. Gale should be so lucky, and is. It's evident that he's trying to be annoyed by the strong personalities jerking him around, but all he winds up doing is smiling, hands on his hips with his head (full of nice hair) shaking from side to side.

"Whatever are we to do with you two," he says to no one in particular (Tara has gone off somewhere, no doubt to do some very important tressym business). "Good night, then. And do be warned, some of my more precious things are enchanted."

Wagging his fingers in mock-intimidation, Gale smiles one more time at the two of them before slinking off to his bedroom for his well-earned beauty rest. Again: a good man who deserves better than Mystra. Iorveth is glad that he's no longer trailing after someone who neither loved him nor needed him. ]

You heard him, [ Iorveth calls to Astarion once Gale is out of earshot. ] Careful not to get your wandering hands magicked off.

You'd miss my wandering hands, wouldn't you?

[ A tease. He didn't get to bask in the afterglow of Iorveth's orgasm and get properly fawned over like he deserves, so he reaches out for Iorveth, wiggling his fingers. A cat begging for pets from its favorite person. ]

Come.

[ The corner of his mouth remains quirked up. Although he barely drank, he finds that hope gives the same sort of giddy feeling as indulging on blood, and he can't hide the happiness at something in life finally going his way. All it took was one ridiculous wizard. If this pans out, he'll truly have freedom -- a life, one he can live during the day like he deserves. ]

You didn't say much about Gale's idea. What do you make of it all?

[ The expression on his face makes it obvious that anything but pure optimistic encouragement will absolutely crush him. ]

[ Ugh. His sweet, eminently lovable cat. Iorveth gravitates back into his space, resting the pilfered book next to Astarion before sitting on the opposite side of it, scooting close and reaching to nest Astarion's head against his shoulder. That look of unfiltered, tentative hope twists something in Iorveth's chest, reminding him of younger elves who'd looked to him with the same sort of unblinking expectation, some sort of bettering of their current situation.

What can he say? The same thing he always does. ]

I think it's something that needs doing.

[ As in, he believes it's important, and that it should be acted upon. Terribly practical of him, as usual. ]

If there's anything in this world capable of giving you your freedom, you should pursue it. [ Obviously. Killing Cazador was a huge first step, and now Astarion needs to live; arguably just as difficult a task as murdering one's oppressor. ] ...You always looked happier in the light.

[ Astarion leans into the crook of Iorveth's neck, inhaling the comforting scent of his skin. Probably not the time to ask if he can have a proper meal. He squandered that opportunity, he thinks, by getting carried away upstairs. The little snack he had will have to last him. ]

It sounds as if that cloak could be anywhere in the world.

[ A problem, but not an insurmountable one, as long as it still exists in some fashion. Astarion has survived an illithid parasite in his brain; finding an enchanted piece of clothing can't be that hard. Still, it might take some time and some travel. An annoying inconvenience to him, having no other plans and no one to be beholden to but himself, but for Iorveth--

Hm. He's not sure. Casually: ] It could be further south.

[ Translation: not north, not where Iorveth is going. ]

It could be.

[ He concedes. Astarion, as ever, has unintentionally good aim; that's the heart of the problem, after all. The balancing of two diametrically opposing but equally important personal issues.

It would be disastrous for him, Iorveth knows, if he loses Astarion. It's the truth, as pathetic as it sounds to him in his own head. He's the sort of attachment Iorveth shouldn't have made if he intended to remain a weapon for the survival of northern wood elves, because weapons don't have personal feelings. They're wielded until they break, and that'd been his prerogative for upwards of a century.

Now, he's not entirely sure. He glances down at Astarion, at his pale skin and his soft curls, his long fingers, the slant of his shoulders. Familiar and, unfortunately, coveted. ]

It would take me further away from my clan than I'd ever intended to go. [ An honest assessment, now that Gale is gone.

He hums, then posits something rhetorical (which may not be interpreted as such): ] ...Would you allow me to part ways with you, even temporarily?

[ Astarion's head pops off Iorveth's shoulder with such speed that it would be comical, were he in any position to find anything comical right now. He isn't. It sounds an awful lot like Iorveth is trying to break things off--'temporarily'--less than an hour after Astarion had his hand on his cock and his spend on his tongue. Gods, if he weren't dead, he could die of embarrassment.

It's lucky they no longer have tadpoles, because if Iorveth were able to see inside his mind, he would see Astarion kicking and screaming like the least mature 200-something this world has ever seen. Although he's unskilled with anything resembling 'coping with unpleasantness', he's at least become slightly more skilled at behaving as if he isn't internally throwing a tantrum. A long pause passes, wherein he wades through the bog of distress in his mind to form a sentence. It's a little snippy. ]

I suppose I can't tell you what to do outside the bedroom.

[ Ah. Another concession: maybe he didn't phrase that as gently as he could have. Iorveth waits while Astarion boils in his discomfort for a few seconds, and sighs under his breath at the response that he gets. He's fairly certain that, if he leans, he'll bump up against the psychic walls that Astarion's thrown up in record time. ]

Foolish cat. [ Mean. Same old Iorveth, but not really. Line that up with the "foolish vampire" that he used to say to Astarion pre-regicide, and they would be nothing alike in terms of tone or severity. ] I've starved you, harmed you, and made you feel small, all because of my asking you to come north with me.

[ An uncharitable read on their journey thus far, but it also isn't untrue. Astarion has followed Iorveth all the way here, relatively unquestioningly, which has not been particularly advantageous or healthy for him, in Iorveth's unprofessional opinion. ]

Tell me what you want, now. [ Sternly, resolutely. ] You're not some pretty thing I keep to serve me in the bedroom. You're worth more than that. Your wants hold weight.

[ Astarion slumps in his seat, pouting. Mercurial as always, his mood has turned from manic joy to petulant sullenness in an instant. Why should he have to tell Iorveth what he wants? Iorveth should just do the things he wants without having to be told! ]

I want to find that damned cloak.

[ More than anything. More than he wants to accompany Iorveth to the north, that's for sure. He's spent so much of his time following other people—Cazador, Lae'zel, Iorveth—but now, finally, he's decided to go after something for himself. Killing Cazador was step one, but that cloak would bring him near complete freedom. The sort of life he should have had. ]

...I would understand, if you had other matters to attend to.

[ He totally wouldn't, but he's trying to sound mature. ]

I'll do it with or without your help.

[ He sounds more confident than he is. In truth, he's terrified that he won't be able to accomplish it alone. ]

[ "I'll do it with or without your help is"―

―well, on one hand, it's great. A goal, a purpose. Something that maybe Astarion's been missing post-Cazador and post-Netherbrain. It's the sort of thing that he deserves to have, right alongside his freedom: the ability to carve out his own path, to walk on his own without following.

On the other hand, "with or without you" stings. An irrational response to what is, yes, a mature and healthy thing to say in a situation that requires compromise on a large scale. Iorveth isn't stupid; he knows that this is a "if you have something you can't give up, I won't tell you to", and not a "I don't need you".

Feelings. How inconvenient, that they all have to have them. A lingering moment, and he gets up from his perch with an exhale. ]

...My only wish is for your freedom and happiness. Whatever form that takes, and however you want it, is up to you.

[ What in the hells does that mean, Astarion wants to ask, but he also doesn't really want to hear Iorveth explain. He's already prickly enough, stung by the realization that he still comes in second place to the Aen Seidhe and internally berating himself for ever thinking otherwise. Iorveth is never going to love him more than he loves those stupid wood elves, and—

Actually, he's starting to feel less and less all right with that. He sits up, rolling his shoulders. ]

Well, this was a productive talk [ —not really— ] but I'm going to go look through all of Gale's private belongings.

[ That'll make him feel better. ]

[ Iorveth knows what Astarion wants to hear, and it's the thing he'd intended to do anyway: to set his journey aside to go with Astarion, wherever that would take them. He could say so, and he could also tell Astarion that he loves him more than anything, because Iorveth does. That's the worst part of it, Iorveth thinks― that he loves Astarion enough to set the plight of his kind aside.

He could say all this. But Astarion doesn't tell him what he wants to hear― "I want you to come with me"― and it makes Iorveth feel...

...what, exactly? Hurt? He doesn't want to think about the possibility of that; he's grown enough to know that Astarion is trying to protect himself, and that Iorveth, an insane freedom fighter with enormous amounts of baggage, isn't making things any easier.

Still, there's a thorn in his chest. He knows that continuing to converse with it still lodged where it is will make him say something he'll regret, so he doesn't. Instead, he hums under his breath, a half-assent, and moves towards the direction of the stairs without saying anything further. ]

[ What were you hoping for, asks the mean little voice in his head, that he'd try to stop you? Embarrassingly, yes. He'd hoped Iorveth would stop him and tell him that of course his freedom is more important than some ridiculous group of elves who don't even love Iorveth back, and that nothing matters more than achieving it together. If not that, then he'd sort of hoped that Iorveth might say something cruel so that they could have it out, maybe reach some sort of catharsis. When neither of those things happens, he deflates and skulks off to do what he'd promised: go through Gale's things.

He doesn't even try to talk to Iorveth until it's nearly morning, when he makes his way back up to the guest bedroom. He could trance in one of Gale's armchairs downstairs, but he shouldn't have to; it's Iorveth who's being unfair, after all, so if anyone should have to take the chair, it's him. Trudging up the stairs, he rubs circles around newfound tooth marks on his hand. One of Gale's damn chests bit him.

Feigning disinterest in Iorveth, he peeks through the drapes at the slowly lightening Waterdeep skyline. ]

There's a rather famous tavern in the Castle Ward. I thought I might pay it a visit tomorrow. [ With a glance back Iorveth's way: ] I expect you could find someone to discuss 'elf politics' with there.

[ By the time Astarion comes back to the guest bedroom, that thorn in Iorveth's chest is gone. Iorveth has had time to think about it, to examine it from all angles. He's swallowed it, and it sits now in the bottom of his gut, where its presence is known but aches less.

He's sitting on the bed, because he remembers the promise he'd made to Astarion ages ago: that he'd always return to their bed, regardless of their respective moods, or if they'd fought the day (night) before. He's sure Astarion doesn't remember it, and he glances at Astarion and the thick wall of feigned nonchalance that he's drawn up between them again.

Iorveth watches, and wonders if he loves Astarion less for it. He should, maybe. But he finds that he doesn't, not at all: nothing about Astarion has changed, after all. He's the same as he ever was, vulnerable and prideful and beloved. ]

We'll go, then. [ Plainly, without awkwardness. Iorveth sits up from where he'd been leaning against the headboard with Gale's book on magical artefacts (several pages in the section about the Cloak of Dragomir dog-eared, which he doesn't realize will make Gale scream), and glances towards the hand that Astarion is rubbing. ] ...Your hand. I told you to be careful.

[ Come, he beckons. He doesn't expect Astarion to oblige, but he might as well. ]

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