[ Shared thoughts: it still feels deviant, to a certain extent, to want to be near someone all the time. For an elf raised on communalist ideals, taught to share everything with his kin, the feeling of wanting to be with someone, just one person, so intensely－
－it's definitely not sane. Definitely not safe, considering his status as a wanted criminal. Many people would jump at the opportunity to find the Woodland Fox's weakness, and he'd be wearing it in plain sight on his ring finger.
That's for future Iorveth to pour over obsessively, though. Love will make him even more savage, even more wild, but not to Astarion. ]
Mm. I have. [ Smiling, he tips Astarion's chin and kisses him properly, still chaste but with the contact lingering for longer than strictly necessary. When he pulls back, he continues to dot affection all over Astarion's face, starting with the corner of his mouth, the corners of his eyes. ] I've gone and made you enjoy this.
[ This, meaning cloying affection. The sort of thing Astarion from early days would have made gagging noises about. Iorveth litters more kisses to soft hair, to pointed ears. ]
[ Gods, he really would have gagged. He found this sort of affection purely performative, entirely unconvinced that anyone could ever do something like this because they wanted to. Subjecting himself to it would have meant debasing himself. This doesn't feel like debasing at all, though. It feels like being enhanced. Like every bit of it fills him with a little more of Iorveth's love, and everything that's Iorveth is pure and perfect, so it makes him a little closer to pure and perfect, too.
He rolls over onto his back so that he can switch their positions, pulling Iorveth on top of him. Showing Iorveth his soft, vulnerable underside both metaphorically and literally, the only person that he could ever trust not to abuse the privilege. ]
Luckily for you, we have an eternity for you to find more ways to corrupt me. [ Ha. No one would ever accuse Astarion of being uncorrupted. ] And I you.
[ Even if they both remain somewhat delusional about each other, the one thing Iorveth will always uphold is Astarion's safety. He'd never been one for forcing sex anyway, finding the whole practice of asserting intimacy to be repulsive at best; it's why he'd never wanted contact with Astarion before he was sure that it wasn't performative or false.
So. He still doesn't take being able to settle on top of Astarion for granted, in the same way that he doesn't take Astarion's willingness to expose his back to him for granted. Elbows on either side of that pretty, now slightly-less flushed face to brace and distribute his weight, Iorveth drapes himself on top of the now-familiar shape of Astarion's body and laughs. ]
Once we find a way to make me immortal.
[ They've made it sound easy, but Iorveth has no earthly idea how to make it happen. Oh well. Just another thing for him to pour his unhinged energy into. He presses his mouth against Astarion's neck, biting a soft, very temporary mark into pale skin. ]
I thought I could handle the thought of you taking another lover after me. Now, I'm not so sure.
[ He's always hated the feeling of someone on top of him; it makes him feel pinned down, trapped. Iorveth doesn't make him feel that way. Astarion finds that he actually likes the feeling of Iorveth's body atop his (and beside it, and under it). He never puts enough weight on Astarion to make him panic, and his body is a pleasant warmth enveloping Astarion's. Like many things Iorveth does, it makes him feel cherished. Something he would've considered an impossible concept months ago.
Astarion cranes his neck, both to allow Iorveth access and to signal that he does, in fact, like it. Anything surrounding his neck was once controversial, too. The feeling of Cazador's fangs in his throat wasn't just unpleasant because of the outcome; it had hurt, and he'd felt so scared, so cold. Iorveth's mouth on his neck is nothing like that. He wishes he could replace the marks Cazador gave him with the indentations of Iorveth's teeth instead. ]
My little vampire, [ he coos, amused at the reversal of roles, and less amused at the prospect of Iorveth's immortality not working out, ] you're ridiculous if you think I could ever care for anyone after you.
[ He never cared for anyone before Iorveth. It doesn't seem possible to care for someone after him. ]
My life was endless darkness until I met you. [ And it will be endless darkness after him, he can only assume. Very healthy. ]
[ It's likely that the hogtied tiefling in the other room wouldn't recognize the doting wood elf for the stone-faced kidnapper that'd burnt his fingers just hours ago. In front of Astarion, Iorveth is the man he might have been if the Aen Seidhe were never a persecuted people; he smiles, he laughs. He's happy, as if grief hasn't turned him irreparably inside out.
And gods, Astarion is so lovely. Silver hair spilling on violet fabric, red eyes like dark amber in lamplight. Iorveth lifts up just enough to get a better look at him, soft and relaxed and trusting, and feels his heart seize with affection for the hundredth time tonight. ]
Never again, then.
[ A familiar mantra. One that he's told himself countless times, after he pried himself out of his shackles, starved and beaten and half-dead. Never again, never again. ]
You'll never be alone again. I'll make sure of it. [ He can't bear the thought of Astarion sitting with his knees drawn up and his shoulders hunched, cowering in the shadow of crates again. Never. ]
My beloved, [ Iorveth continues, choosing to shower Astarion with praise and affirmation. ] My sun, my happiness. [ Fingers card through Astarion's hair, tangling gently. ] ...Will you want a ring for yourself?
[ 'You'll never be alone again'. A lofty, nearly impossible to achieve goal, but Iorveth says it with such conviction that Astarion is inclined to believe him. Gods, he practically swoons. No one in existence is more romantic than Iorveth, no one more perfect. These unhinged declarations might scare someone else off, but they're exactly what Astarion needs. Solid, irrefutable proof of being loved, and a promise that he'll never have it taken away from him.
He preens under Iorveth's praise, unabashedly delighted. 'Words', Iorveth used to sigh, but there's nothing better than hearing those 'words' come from Iorveth's mouth. Because he believes them, just as strongly as he used to believe the insults he would be pelted with. More strongly, even. Iorveth seems to loathe when Astarion tells him that being with him makes the past worth it, but every sweet word from him feels like it cancels out the cruelty. ]
I don't know.
[ Not too long ago, he'd felt uncertain about the idea. He'd been very confident about the idea of Iorveth pledging himself to him, less so about the other way around. Now, after watching Iorveth nearly get poisoned to death, with a confrontation with a hag possibly in the cards tomorrow— well, maybe taking the leap wouldn't be quite so bad. ]
Tell me how beautiful I would look in one and I'll consider it.
[ "I don't know" is Astarionese for "it's somewhat unpleasant, and I don't want to think about it". Iorveth had found it exasperating in certain contexts, his kneejerk reaction being "you can't just avoid thinking about something forever", but he understands the hesitation― Astarion is allowed to have had enough of being claimed― and chooses not to press, even when he's told that the reciprocal ring is still on the table.
Won't stop him from adding more praise onto the pile, though. If he won't indulge Astarion tonight, then when? ]
Seeing how beautiful you are in one, everyone else in all the realms would remove their own rings in shame.
[ Ridiculous. Iorveth laughs at the theater of it, then kisses another mark along Astarion's jaw. Savoring him, and soothing the redness with his tongue after he's done. ]
When you feel ready, perhaps. [ He hums. ] I would wait lifetimes for you.
[ As usual, the fact that Iorveth doesn't push him to do something that he's uncertain about makes him want to do it all the more. Every time that Iorveth left their interactions chaste, all of the times he turned Astarion's half hearted attempts at seduction down -- it made him certain that Iorveth would never force intimacy on him, which coincidentally made him burn with desire for it. The same applies now; Iorveth says he'll wait lifetimes, and it makes Astarion uncertain that he wants to wait that long. ]
I want to.
[ And he does. Maybe not right this second, but-- ]
I only need time to... acclimate.
[ To become comfortable with the idea of wearing proof that he belongs to someone. To argue with the little voice in his head until it quiets down. ]
[ Acclimating is fine― gods know that Astarion deserves time to sit with himself and listen to what he wants. The only thing that Iorveth regrets about any of this is not having given Astarion more time, but he also acknowledges that they didn't have much of it on their side to begin with. The Netherbrain, the parasites, the cultists. Iorveth could have waited until they defeated their final foe to ask Astarion to stay, perhaps, but that extra time probably may not have given Astarion any more context or perspective.
Oh well. Iorveth can give Astarion as much time as he needs now, though; he wasn't lying about lifetimes. Slowly turning onto his side with Astarion in tow, he reaches for Astarion's hand and presses it to his lips, trailing his mouth along long fingers and kissing over the bumps and dips of perfect knuckles. ]
...Perhaps I could craft you something. Out of wood and gold.
[ Shiny enough to please Astarion, with a bit of Aen Seidhe flavor. ] Unless you prefer something more expensive.
[ Astarion stills, a wave of emotion crashing over him at the casual suggestion that Iorveth would craft something for him. It conjures up the memory of Iorveth embroidering a slightly crooked little sun on his shirt. It's so deeply intimate, terribly personal. The thought of having something that Iorveth made with his own two hands with him at all times is— ]
No, [ he says fiercely, offended. How could Iorveth ever think there would be anything in this world more valuable to him than something his hands have touched? He realizes this could perhaps be misconstrued, so he helpfully corrects: ] —I mean, yes.
[ Poor Iorveth probably has no idea what the hells he's talking about. He shakes his head as best he can against the pillow, which really just ends up making a mess of his hair. ]
[ Iorveth would have accepted no, even if it would have made him slightly sullen. Making a ring is a very wood elf thing to do, and the possibility of Astarion finding it just a bit too twee for his discerning magpie taste wasn't zero.
So. Iorveth frowns a bit at the 'no', then raises a brow at 'yes', and laughs when Astarion finally sticks the landing with 'of course'. Finicky cat. Iorveth loves him endlessly, even when he's rumpled and scowling. ]
"What my love wants, my love gets."
[ Teasing, parroting a phrase Astarion likes to say to him. He bites softly against the empty space on Astarion's ring finger, finding it near-impossible not to have some part of his mouth on pale skin at all times. A real problem. ]
...It'll require some time to get the materials and to do the crafting. Enough time for you to consider. [ Because honestly, that's still the most important thing. ] Take your time. Think. I'll remain yours, ring or no ring.
[ Obviously, not an easy thing for someone like him to say. Being someone's is so ridiculously fraught, and he feels a fresh stab of anger at Cazador for making it that way. But if Cazador hadn't made it so, he probably never would have laid eyes on Iorveth in the first place. A tricky thing, to hate someone so much yet have them to owe for the thing he loves most in the world.
He tilts his hand, running the pad of his thumb across Iorveth's lower lip. ]
If not for the tiefling hogtied in the other room, I'd rip your clothes off.
[ Astarion only needs to be, but Iorveth feels a frisson of thrill at the idea that someone like Astarion could even want to be his. Improbable, impossible. In Iorveth's love-addled, delusional mind, he's still fighting against the world to keep Astarion by his side.
A little shiver, and Iorveth kisses the tip of the thumb tracing his scarred lip. Speaking of ripping clothes off and not being romantic, though: ]
Mm. [ A hum of affirmation, and a warm sigh. ] I want your pretty cock in my mouth, but the world continues to conspire against us.
[ Crass, but honest. Astarion really isn't helping Iorveth's oral fixation by casually allowing him to put his mouth everywhere; another sigh, and he noses against a lukewarm palm. ]
What should we do with the tiefling, after we finish our business here?
[ Ugh!! He'd much rather think about Iorveth's mouth than stupid Damris. He groans dramatically, flopping over onto his back so that he can stare up at the ceiling. What they should do with Damris is a question indeed. The smart thing to do would be to kill him and toss his body in the river. Hells, it's the obvious answer. It shouldn't bother him at all to murder indiscriminately, and yet—
That could have been him. It was him. ]
I suppose we could leave him to return to his vampire lord and hope that Waterdeep is too far for them to follow.
[ He doesn't feel very confident about this idea, either. ]
[ Astarion flops, and it finally gives Iorveth an excuse to stop being quite as cloying in favor of following this line of conversation: he sits up and shifts towards the edge of the bed, where he reaches down for his own discarded travel pack to fish out some hair oil (legitimate) and a comb.
Shimmying back, he props a few more purple pillows under Astarion's head to make it easier for Iorveth to brush his hair as they talk. Silver curls mussed by all that rolling around gets a new coat of sheen. ]
And it would be back to an eternity of torment for him. [ Not their problem, but also kind of their problem. Iorveth, too, sees a bit too much of Astarion in Damris' predicament to feel content about leaving the spawn to his fate. (Even if the guy did try to poison him.) ]
We could bring him back with us to Waterdeep. [ As if Damris is some stray that they can foist onto a loving family. Unlikely, but perhaps a little better than eternal torture. ]
[ Astarion sits up a little, tacit encouragement for Iorveth to continue grooming him. This really is so very twee, and the worst part is that he doesn't even feel ashamed about it. He's always longed for Iorveth's attention, really. Even back when all Iorveth did was glower at him, he'd sought out even his negative attention, poking and prodding and pushing until Iorveth called him a fool or threatened to gut him.
This is much more pleasurable, though.
He lets Iorveth run the comb through his pillow-mussed hair, brow furrowed. ]
Perhaps this is one of the topics we should have discussed before the engagement. I love you, darling, but I don't want to adopt a tiefling with you.
[ Combing and arranging silver curls reminds him of the time he'd braided a bit of Astarion's hair, all those months ago. It's a memory he's kept, much like Astarion's recollection to being called 'love', and he smiles privately about it as he artfully lays a piece of hair to frame Astarion's ear just so. The expression sticks around, even despite the topic of Damris. ]
I'm not suggesting that we adopt him. If there's a way for us to contact your siblings, the best place to hide a tree would be in a forest.
[ Passing another spawn onto Prince Petras, ruler of seven thousand spawn in the Underdark. ]
Besides, I don't expect you'd want to kill Alkam just to play matchmaker.
[ The attention with which Iorveth arranges his hair is adorable, and Astarion finds himself feeling warm and fuzzy all over again. He once told Iorveth that this sort of feeling churned his stomach. Too tender, too special. Like holding a small baby bird in his palm. Unaccustomed to gentleness as he was, he was always too afraid that he was going to crush it in his hand. He's not so afraid anymore.
Still, he throws his head back, ruining all of Iorveth's hard work as he slides down into the covers. ]
My siblings? [ With the biggest, saddest eyes: ] You want me to talk to Petras?
[ Oh, of course Astarion has to go and dramatically ruin the new coiffure. Iorveth sighs through his teeth, watching silky hair spill back in uneven waves on soft sheets, and stifles the urge to roll his eye despite the effect that those big, pleading eyes have on him. ]
Don't be precious.
[ At least he acknowledges that Astarion is precious. Case in point: he can't help himself, and touches his palm to Astarion's cheek. ] You seemed remarkably capable of making your brother yield to your demands.
[ Translation: "you made bullying Petras look real easy". Another pleasant recollection, despite everything. Iorveth has already told Astarion that he was remarkably beautiful that night, deciding to spare the spawn instead of condemning them. That sentiment bleeds into the way he strokes under one red eye with his thumb, gentle and reverent before the touch retracts. ]
I can't help but be precious, [ he complains. ] Just look at me.
[ Still able to be a narcissist, even after a long 24 hours of Iorveth being poisoned, Iorveth being cured, kidnapping a man, tying him up and interrogating him, having hag nightmares, and getting formally engaged. This is what Iorveth has pledged eternity to.
A moment of thought, and then: ] He is my younger brother. And stupider. And less handsome.
[ But he's so annoyiiiingggg, he resists the urge to whine. Astarion doesn't fear Petras—or any of his siblings—in the least now that they're out from under Cazador's thumb, but that doesn't mean begging Petras to take yet another spawn under his wing won't be... irritating. ]
I guess it wouldn't be so bad. I could rub my happiness in his face.
[ What a Mean Older Sibling thing to say. Still, it makes Iorveth smile because of the sentiment behind it: that Astarion is happy. His kneejerk instinct is to say that Petras probably won't feel very jealous at all upon hearing that Astarion hitched himself to his personal bloodbag, but he can hazard a guess as to how Astarion would react to that comment. (Poorly.)
So: ] Hm. I would enjoy spoiling you where your siblings could see.
[ Proof that Astarion has been, is, and will be adored. (That they, too, aren't ruined, and may be able to find someone who adores them as well.) (Not as much as Astarion is adored, though. That's not possible.) Iorveth watches Astarion slump dramatically on violet sheets, and laughs under his breath. ]
We'll consider it after our business is done. Your future is my priority.
[ Obviously. Iorveth's stomach grumbles after he says so, undercutting the dramatic declaration somewhat; right, he hasn't eaten anything in a while. Should've told Astarion to pick something up for him while he was out. ]
[ 'Your future is my priority'. Astarion practically has cartoon hearts twirling around his lovestruck head. No one has ever made him a priority. He's always had to prioritize himself because no one else would. No one, that is, until Iorveth. Sometimes he thinks that this must all just be some pathetic daydream that he's having in the spawn dormitories. Someone this wonderful couldn't possibly exist in real life.
Then Iorveth's stomach growls, and he laughs. No, there wouldn't be any mood-ruining tummy rumbles in his daydreams. This is very, very real. ]
There's still a bit of the night left yet.
[ The sun will come up before long, but he didn't harass that poor jeweler for the entire night. Just most of it. ]
I could take you for a celebratory [ —Dinner? Breakfast? Time has become so strange since he's been relegated to the night shift— ] meal.
[ Which would probably have been a much more romantic place to do all of this. Gods, two centuries of practicing seduction and he's terrible at romance. ]
[ Iorveth could just hop out for some food to carry back and eat in the room, but he'd be lying if he said that it wouldn't be nice to go out into the city while riding high on this feeling. He's not the sort to walk around yelling about his partner, but there is a bit of a thrill in knowing that, when others call them 'Masters Blackmane', they're not so far off from the truth.
Iorveth bends over for the millionth kiss of the night, then gets up out of bed to find his eyepatch, then dig into his pack. ]
I thought I might get rid of the items that the hag got us, as well. Leave them in an alley somewhere.
[ Maybe discarding them will help Astarion trance a little better tonight? Iorveth has no idea. But they feel too much like the masks in Ethel's lair now, an artefact that slowly drains away at one's soul and sanity, and he wants them away from Astarion as quickly as possible. ]
[ He's very tired, actually, because he hasn't had a proper trance in two days now, but hitting the town and demanding the best for my fiancé is appealing enough to override any tiredness. Besides, when was the last time they went out together? Probably back in Waterdeep, when they ended up in a blowout argument (and then made up later). He still doesn't know a lot about how proper long-term relationships work—despite being in one—but he's fairly certain one is supposed to 'keep the romance alive' by making sure they don't only kill racists and kidnap tieflings together. Even if he sort of likes doing those things with Iorveth.
So, he sits up, attempting to fix his hair with his fingers, trying to remember how Iorveth had arranged it. ]
Ugh, those creepy little trinkets.
[ Maybe they're harmless, honestly, and ultimately just gross. That doesn't sound like a hag, though. It's more likely that they'd slowly turn them into gelatinous cubes, or something. ]
You won't hear any complaint from me. I wasn't planning on accessorizing with them any time soon.
[ Funny― the only way Iorveth knows how to keep the proverbial romance alive is by killing racists and torturing people to make them promise never to harm his loved ones again. Maybe they need a dating coach. Someone who can teach them what normal couples do. Someone like... Gale.
Good thing that Iorveth doesn't follow that line of thought. Instead, when he reaches into his pack to make sure that he has the ugly charms for them to discard later, he takes out his vial of cologne and, this time, dabs a bit of it behind Astarion's ear as he fixes that curl that he'd laid down before. Sandalwood, amber, leather. ]
Too on-the-nose for you, I think.
[ A vampire wearing literal hearts around his neck. Iorveth scoffs at the thought of it as he gets ready, eyepatch and boots and knives on his person. With that done, he goes to the other room to quickly make sure that nothing is amiss (Damris is still bound and gagged and miserable) before they can leave. ]
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－it's definitely not sane. Definitely not safe, considering his status as a wanted criminal. Many people would jump at the opportunity to find the Woodland Fox's weakness, and he'd be wearing it in plain sight on his ring finger.
That's for future Iorveth to pour over obsessively, though. Love will make him even more savage, even more wild, but not to Astarion. ]
Mm. I have. [ Smiling, he tips Astarion's chin and kisses him properly, still chaste but with the contact lingering for longer than strictly necessary. When he pulls back, he continues to dot affection all over Astarion's face, starting with the corner of his mouth, the corners of his eyes. ] I've gone and made you enjoy this.
[ This, meaning cloying affection. The sort of thing Astarion from early days would have made gagging noises about. Iorveth litters more kisses to soft hair, to pointed ears. ]
How can I corrupt you further, I wonder.
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He rolls over onto his back so that he can switch their positions, pulling Iorveth on top of him. Showing Iorveth his soft, vulnerable underside both metaphorically and literally, the only person that he could ever trust not to abuse the privilege. ]
Luckily for you, we have an eternity for you to find more ways to corrupt me. [ Ha. No one would ever accuse Astarion of being uncorrupted. ] And I you.
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So. He still doesn't take being able to settle on top of Astarion for granted, in the same way that he doesn't take Astarion's willingness to expose his back to him for granted. Elbows on either side of that pretty, now slightly-less flushed face to brace and distribute his weight, Iorveth drapes himself on top of the now-familiar shape of Astarion's body and laughs. ]
Once we find a way to make me immortal.
[ They've made it sound easy, but Iorveth has no earthly idea how to make it happen. Oh well. Just another thing for him to pour his unhinged energy into. He presses his mouth against Astarion's neck, biting a soft, very temporary mark into pale skin. ]
I thought I could handle the thought of you taking another lover after me. Now, I'm not so sure.
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Astarion cranes his neck, both to allow Iorveth access and to signal that he does, in fact, like it. Anything surrounding his neck was once controversial, too. The feeling of Cazador's fangs in his throat wasn't just unpleasant because of the outcome; it had hurt, and he'd felt so scared, so cold. Iorveth's mouth on his neck is nothing like that. He wishes he could replace the marks Cazador gave him with the indentations of Iorveth's teeth instead. ]
My little vampire, [ he coos, amused at the reversal of roles, and less amused at the prospect of Iorveth's immortality not working out, ] you're ridiculous if you think I could ever care for anyone after you.
[ He never cared for anyone before Iorveth. It doesn't seem possible to care for someone after him. ]
My life was endless darkness until I met you. [ And it will be endless darkness after him, he can only assume. Very healthy. ]
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And gods, Astarion is so lovely. Silver hair spilling on violet fabric, red eyes like dark amber in lamplight. Iorveth lifts up just enough to get a better look at him, soft and relaxed and trusting, and feels his heart seize with affection for the hundredth time tonight. ]
Never again, then.
[ A familiar mantra. One that he's told himself countless times, after he pried himself out of his shackles, starved and beaten and half-dead. Never again, never again. ]
You'll never be alone again. I'll make sure of it. [ He can't bear the thought of Astarion sitting with his knees drawn up and his shoulders hunched, cowering in the shadow of crates again. Never. ]
My beloved, [ Iorveth continues, choosing to shower Astarion with praise and affirmation. ] My sun, my happiness. [ Fingers card through Astarion's hair, tangling gently. ] ...Will you want a ring for yourself?
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He preens under Iorveth's praise, unabashedly delighted. 'Words', Iorveth used to sigh, but there's nothing better than hearing those 'words' come from Iorveth's mouth. Because he believes them, just as strongly as he used to believe the insults he would be pelted with. More strongly, even. Iorveth seems to loathe when Astarion tells him that being with him makes the past worth it, but every sweet word from him feels like it cancels out the cruelty. ]
I don't know.
[ Not too long ago, he'd felt uncertain about the idea. He'd been very confident about the idea of Iorveth pledging himself to him, less so about the other way around. Now, after watching Iorveth nearly get poisoned to death, with a confrontation with a hag possibly in the cards tomorrow— well, maybe taking the leap wouldn't be quite so bad. ]
Tell me how beautiful I would look in one and I'll consider it.
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Won't stop him from adding more praise onto the pile, though. If he won't indulge Astarion tonight, then when? ]
Seeing how beautiful you are in one, everyone else in all the realms would remove their own rings in shame.
[ Ridiculous. Iorveth laughs at the theater of it, then kisses another mark along Astarion's jaw. Savoring him, and soothing the redness with his tongue after he's done. ]
When you feel ready, perhaps. [ He hums. ] I would wait lifetimes for you.
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I want to.
[ And he does. Maybe not right this second, but-- ]
I only need time to... acclimate.
[ To become comfortable with the idea of wearing proof that he belongs to someone. To argue with the little voice in his head until it quiets down. ]
--What might it look like?
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Oh well. Iorveth can give Astarion as much time as he needs now, though; he wasn't lying about lifetimes. Slowly turning onto his side with Astarion in tow, he reaches for Astarion's hand and presses it to his lips, trailing his mouth along long fingers and kissing over the bumps and dips of perfect knuckles. ]
...Perhaps I could craft you something. Out of wood and gold.
[ Shiny enough to please Astarion, with a bit of Aen Seidhe flavor. ] Unless you prefer something more expensive.
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No, [ he says fiercely, offended. How could Iorveth ever think there would be anything in this world more valuable to him than something his hands have touched? He realizes this could perhaps be misconstrued, so he helpfully corrects: ] —I mean, yes.
[ Poor Iorveth probably has no idea what the hells he's talking about. He shakes his head as best he can against the pillow, which really just ends up making a mess of his hair. ]
Of course I want you to craft it, you fool.
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So. Iorveth frowns a bit at the 'no', then raises a brow at 'yes', and laughs when Astarion finally sticks the landing with 'of course'. Finicky cat. Iorveth loves him endlessly, even when he's rumpled and scowling. ]
"What my love wants, my love gets."
[ Teasing, parroting a phrase Astarion likes to say to him. He bites softly against the empty space on Astarion's ring finger, finding it near-impossible not to have some part of his mouth on pale skin at all times. A real problem. ]
...It'll require some time to get the materials and to do the crafting. Enough time for you to consider. [ Because honestly, that's still the most important thing. ] Take your time. Think. I'll remain yours, ring or no ring.
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[ Obviously, not an easy thing for someone like him to say. Being someone's is so ridiculously fraught, and he feels a fresh stab of anger at Cazador for making it that way. But if Cazador hadn't made it so, he probably never would have laid eyes on Iorveth in the first place. A tricky thing, to hate someone so much yet have them to owe for the thing he loves most in the world.
He tilts his hand, running the pad of his thumb across Iorveth's lower lip. ]
If not for the tiefling hogtied in the other room, I'd rip your clothes off.
[ Less romantic. But also true. ]
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A little shiver, and Iorveth kisses the tip of the thumb tracing his scarred lip. Speaking of ripping clothes off and not being romantic, though: ]
Mm. [ A hum of affirmation, and a warm sigh. ] I want your pretty cock in my mouth, but the world continues to conspire against us.
[ Crass, but honest. Astarion really isn't helping Iorveth's oral fixation by casually allowing him to put his mouth everywhere; another sigh, and he noses against a lukewarm palm. ]
What should we do with the tiefling, after we finish our business here?
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That could have been him. It was him. ]
I suppose we could leave him to return to his vampire lord and hope that Waterdeep is too far for them to follow.
[ He doesn't feel very confident about this idea, either. ]
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Shimmying back, he props a few more purple pillows under Astarion's head to make it easier for Iorveth to brush his hair as they talk. Silver curls mussed by all that rolling around gets a new coat of sheen. ]
And it would be back to an eternity of torment for him. [ Not their problem, but also kind of their problem. Iorveth, too, sees a bit too much of Astarion in Damris' predicament to feel content about leaving the spawn to his fate. (Even if the guy did try to poison him.) ]
We could bring him back with us to Waterdeep. [ As if Damris is some stray that they can foist onto a loving family. Unlikely, but perhaps a little better than eternal torture. ]
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This is much more pleasurable, though.
He lets Iorveth run the comb through his pillow-mussed hair, brow furrowed. ]
Perhaps this is one of the topics we should have discussed before the engagement. I love you, darling, but I don't want to adopt a tiefling with you.
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I'm not suggesting that we adopt him. If there's a way for us to contact your siblings, the best place to hide a tree would be in a forest.
[ Passing another spawn onto Prince Petras, ruler of seven thousand spawn in the Underdark. ]
Besides, I don't expect you'd want to kill Alkam just to play matchmaker.
[ The Damris and Linus sidequest. ]
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Still, he throws his head back, ruining all of Iorveth's hard work as he slides down into the covers. ]
My siblings? [ With the biggest, saddest eyes: ] You want me to talk to Petras?
[ That is so mean, Iorveth. Don't you love him? ]
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Don't be precious.
[ At least he acknowledges that Astarion is precious. Case in point: he can't help himself, and touches his palm to Astarion's cheek. ] You seemed remarkably capable of making your brother yield to your demands.
[ Translation: "you made bullying Petras look real easy". Another pleasant recollection, despite everything. Iorveth has already told Astarion that he was remarkably beautiful that night, deciding to spare the spawn instead of condemning them. That sentiment bleeds into the way he strokes under one red eye with his thumb, gentle and reverent before the touch retracts. ]
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[ Still able to be a narcissist, even after a long 24 hours of Iorveth being poisoned, Iorveth being cured, kidnapping a man, tying him up and interrogating him, having hag nightmares, and getting formally engaged. This is what Iorveth has pledged eternity to.
A moment of thought, and then: ] He is my younger brother. And stupider. And less handsome.
[ But he's so annoyiiiingggg, he resists the urge to whine. Astarion doesn't fear Petras—or any of his siblings—in the least now that they're out from under Cazador's thumb, but that doesn't mean begging Petras to take yet another spawn under his wing won't be... irritating. ]
I guess it wouldn't be so bad. I could rub my happiness in his face.
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So: ] Hm. I would enjoy spoiling you where your siblings could see.
[ Proof that Astarion has been, is, and will be adored. (That they, too, aren't ruined, and may be able to find someone who adores them as well.) (Not as much as Astarion is adored, though. That's not possible.) Iorveth watches Astarion slump dramatically on violet sheets, and laughs under his breath. ]
We'll consider it after our business is done. Your future is my priority.
[ Obviously. Iorveth's stomach grumbles after he says so, undercutting the dramatic declaration somewhat; right, he hasn't eaten anything in a while. Should've told Astarion to pick something up for him while he was out. ]
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Then Iorveth's stomach growls, and he laughs. No, there wouldn't be any mood-ruining tummy rumbles in his daydreams. This is very, very real. ]
There's still a bit of the night left yet.
[ The sun will come up before long, but he didn't harass that poor jeweler for the entire night. Just most of it. ]
I could take you for a celebratory [ —Dinner? Breakfast? Time has become so strange since he's been relegated to the night shift— ] meal.
[ Which would probably have been a much more romantic place to do all of this. Gods, two centuries of practicing seduction and he's terrible at romance. ]
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[ Iorveth could just hop out for some food to carry back and eat in the room, but he'd be lying if he said that it wouldn't be nice to go out into the city while riding high on this feeling. He's not the sort to walk around yelling about his partner, but there is a bit of a thrill in knowing that, when others call them 'Masters Blackmane', they're not so far off from the truth.
Iorveth bends over for the millionth kiss of the night, then gets up out of bed to find his eyepatch, then dig into his pack. ]
I thought I might get rid of the items that the hag got us, as well. Leave them in an alley somewhere.
[ Maybe discarding them will help Astarion trance a little better tonight? Iorveth has no idea. But they feel too much like the masks in Ethel's lair now, an artefact that slowly drains away at one's soul and sanity, and he wants them away from Astarion as quickly as possible. ]
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So, he sits up, attempting to fix his hair with his fingers, trying to remember how Iorveth had arranged it. ]
Ugh, those creepy little trinkets.
[ Maybe they're harmless, honestly, and ultimately just gross. That doesn't sound like a hag, though. It's more likely that they'd slowly turn them into gelatinous cubes, or something. ]
You won't hear any complaint from me. I wasn't planning on accessorizing with them any time soon.
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Good thing that Iorveth doesn't follow that line of thought. Instead, when he reaches into his pack to make sure that he has the ugly charms for them to discard later, he takes out his vial of cologne and, this time, dabs a bit of it behind Astarion's ear as he fixes that curl that he'd laid down before. Sandalwood, amber, leather. ]
Too on-the-nose for you, I think.
[ A vampire wearing literal hearts around his neck. Iorveth scoffs at the thought of it as he gets ready, eyepatch and boots and knives on his person. With that done, he goes to the other room to quickly make sure that nothing is amiss (Damris is still bound and gagged and miserable) before they can leave. ]
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