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ɪᴏʀᴠᴇᴛʜ. ([personal profile] essea) wrote2022-09-07 10:10 am
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[personal profile] nibbling 2025-07-07 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. [ Slutty, no. It's a bit wanton, but to be wanted so badly by someone who's normally so tightly controlled, bad enough that he grinds against Astarion's palm so freely, is exhilarating. That's power, he thinks, to be able to have an unrepentant terrorist, a prolific killer, rock needily against his hand. He wishes that it were his hips Iorveth were grinding against and not his hand, their erections sliding against each other, but—

That would probably hurt pretty fucking bad right about now, so he'll take a rain check on that.

He can't quite achieve the same rocking motion as Iorveth with such a large part of his body out of commission, which is frustrating; he whines a little out of frustration, before roughly stroking downward in an attempt to encourage more from Iorveth. He'd wanted Iorveth to take it gentle and slow, yes, but he's also awful at getting teased. Impatient, restless.
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I don't care, [ is a belated response to Iorveth. ] You'll feel only pleasure all day.

[ Not a realistic goal, and not one he really thinks Iorveth would even want, but in the haze of arousal, it does feel nice to imagine a world where all he has to worry about is fucking Iorveth until they get tired and then cuddling him until they get a second wind. ]
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[personal profile] nibbling 2025-07-07 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, he loves to hear that sweet word on Iorveth's lips: yes. A lifetime of 'no', and now there's nothing that scratches the itch in the back of his brain quite as much as Iorveth's immediate and unthinking agreement. It is, of course, absolutely insane to so much as suggest that they should just spend eternity rolling around in bed together, but that just makes Iorveth's acquiescence all the better. ]

Yes, [ he sighs with a smile, almost dreamy in nature. It's hard to tell if it's agreeing with Iorveth's agreement, or just an echo of the thing he likes most to hear. It doesn't matter, because it's the last thing he says before he devolves into soft sounds of pleasure, the sort that he once couldn't tolerate coming from himself. He hardly thinks of the shame that used to make him muffle them now; Iorveth should know exactly how he makes Astarion feel, which is wonderful.

There's nothing explosive about the climax, just gentle hands and a steadily building pressure low in his stomach until he tenses and trembles. It's perfect. Not overwhelming or scary, just pleasurable. He isn't quite so gentle, though, and he squeezes on the downstroke, firm and encouraging.
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[personal profile] nibbling 2025-07-08 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Crazy, that's the same thing he's thinking about Iorveth — he's so sweet, no way he's a murderer!! As Iorveth peels the clothing from his bottom half, Astarion glances down at his injured leg, taking the pillow from underneath it and covering the bruises. His lovely fiancé doesn't need to see that.

Otherwise, he lies limp and happy against the pillows, staring up at Iorveth with an enamored expression, hearts practically twirling around his head.
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I would like that. We've been confined to the dark for too long.

[ He wants to see the way Iorveth's dark hair shines in the sun, the way his tanned skin glows, his eyes sparkle. And he wants to see other things, too: color again, bright and vibrant rather than dull and muted. ]

How long were you hoping to stay, my dear? [ It'll put Gale out, but whatever. ] I could find ways to occupy my time if you wanted to... delay your return to the north.
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[personal profile] nibbling 2025-07-08 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Astarion instantly reaches over to curl around Iorveth as best he can with this stupid leg, nestled into the crooks of Iorveth's body like he belongs there. The sex is good, but the aftercare is better. He's impossibly lucky to have something like this. He's never, ever, ever giving it up, and that is a threat. ]

As I recall, the Duke wasn't our biggest fan.

[ You make a few comments about how Wyll was better off without him, anyway, and Duke Ravengard makes a whole big scene. Whatever. It's still right. Wyll is twice the man the Duke will ever be, Astarion thinks, even with his ridiculous tendency toward heroism. ]

But I wouldn't mind returning home for a bit.

[ Because that's what it still is to him, in a way. 'Home' isn't always good, but it's familiar. If the place he could navigate with his eyes closed isn't home, where is? ]

...Although I must admit I'm surprised you would want to. I thought you didn't care for the Gate.
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[personal profile] nibbling 2025-07-08 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ The place where I fell in love with you. Astarion will never not get a happy shiver up his spine at the reminder that Iorveth not only tolerates him, not only likes him, but loves him. The man who used to scornfully call him 'vampire', who once sent a note flying past his head via arrow. Sometimes he wishes it had all happened quicker, less messily, but—

There's not a moment he doesn't cherish, even the ones that made him furious. Oh, he's so impossibly down bad.

The mention of Dolores perks him up—how is that old biddy, he wonders—and the idea of her couture clothing more so. The future occasions most of all. He's still flushed from intimacy, but his face pinks a little more with pleasure, and he places his good hand on Iorveth's chest excitedly. He's less into wedding 'planning' and more into wedding 'fantasizing', but it's very, very fun to imagine it.
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And for you, of course.

[ Gods, someone will have to stop him from trying to commission her to make Iorveth a whole new wardrobe. He's loved to dress Iorveth up ever since that ostentatious outfit in the Water Queen's House. ]

Something low-cut, to show off that lovely tattoo. [ And because he likes looking at Iorveth's chest, so what!! ] Should we match, do you think, or is that too unbearably twee? Something complementary, perhaps.
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[personal profile] nibbling 2025-07-08 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Although it's too tender to do so, Astarion longs to press the hand to Iorveth's cheek the way he'd done so long ago, in their room at the Elfsong, when they were still dancing awkwardly around each other. The both of them were too stubborn to admit the depth of their feeling back then, or perhaps too prideful even to realize it. If he could go back in time and tell himself to stop being such a fool and just love Iorveth already, he knows that he wouldn't listen to himself.

But he's long since overcome that hurdle, and how. He takes his uninjured hand and links it with Iorveth's instead. Holding Iorveth's hand is still the one thing he likes better than anything else, even now. All the sex in the world doesn't compare to the feeling of knowing Iorveth is right beside him and isn't going anywhere.
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You are such a talented little seamstress these days.

[ One corner of his mouth tugs up a little further at the image of all of those crooked suns. ]

What will it be? A heart, perhaps? Another sun? Those are your specialty.