[ Maybe Iorveth was right when he'd questioned Astarion's depravity. He'd said he would explore, but he can only get out of his head with Iorveth because he's so sick with wanting. Throwing two other people into the mix would be— overwhelming. At the same time, he bristles at his own thought that he couldn't handle it. People pay for the pleasure; Cazador has no right to have made him afraid of it. Now that he's free, maybe this is the sort of thing he should be interested in. A way of asserting his independence.
His eyes flick to Iorveth's face, momentarily gauging his reaction before turning his attention back to Mamzell, chin tipped. ]
Do I look like I need to pay for lurid experiences?
[ Really, they should be the ones paying him for the privilege. It would be the first time he got something in return for taking his clothes off for strangers. Despite the voice in his head telling him to take risks and reclaim all the parts of him Cazador took away, he can't even make himself pretend to feel good about it. He tugs on the hem of Iorveth's sleeve, a light but insistent urging. ]
Just the drinks for me, [ he repeats, although he doesn't speak for Iorveth. He'd said he wouldn't be stirred by any offers, but he already tried one elf who'd let strangers do as they pleased to him. Maybe he'll be enticed by the idea of two. ]
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His eyes flick to Iorveth's face, momentarily gauging his reaction before turning his attention back to Mamzell, chin tipped. ]
Do I look like I need to pay for lurid experiences?
[ Really, they should be the ones paying him for the privilege. It would be the first time he got something in return for taking his clothes off for strangers. Despite the voice in his head telling him to take risks and reclaim all the parts of him Cazador took away, he can't even make himself pretend to feel good about it. He tugs on the hem of Iorveth's sleeve, a light but insistent urging. ]
Just the drinks for me, [ he repeats, although he doesn't speak for Iorveth. He'd said he wouldn't be stirred by any offers, but he already tried one elf who'd let strangers do as they pleased to him. Maybe he'll be enticed by the idea of two. ]